What a morning I have had and not in a good way either! I am so sick of everything going on in my life right now. I jsut want to take off and leave and start over somewhere else.
But before all of that here is a highlight of the week.
Monday- Can't remember (who actually remembers their mondays) all I know is that I went to class and came home and watched deal or no deal.
Tuesday- WHAT A FUN DAY! All day I felt like I was on top of the world, just jazzed about life. Classes weren't that bad. Tami and I went and got cookies and a muffin from the carlson eating place and the cute Kris was there again. He totally recognized me and he is so cute. Then after class I took Tallis to rainbow cuz he had to do some maketing thing. The dinner at comstock and after that I went and Caucused! How cool that was! I was even voted to be the secretary of the precinct and a delegate to go to the next level in march! I was so jazzed I love feeling like I matter! That night I got home just in time to see who was voted off the biggest loser! Perfect timing if I do say so myself.
Wed- I had to go to the travel clinic to get shots for China. FOUR OF THEM! My arms were sore days later. Then I grabbed a coffee for myself and sat and had a relaxing breakfast. Then off to class. Came home chatted on Skype then was off again for half price apps. Joe came and suprised us all. So that was fun, I love being surrounded by people who you end up having a great time with. Good company always makes me feel so good when I leave.
Thursday- Seemed like a crazy day but it wasn't. Class and then I went over to Sarah's for our thursday night friends extravaganza. During that time I got a phone call, but I didn't pick up and they left a message and called again. So from that I knew something was in the message and it ended up being a really shocking message and I was like do I seriously have to deal with this and I made the executive decision that I was not going to.
Friday- I met up with Tallis and Amy to work on stats. It went so fast then we stayed and talked and Justin joined us and it was just great company and we had some good laughs and Justin embarrassed me pretty badly. After that I came home saw Sara for like five min before I was out the door again to go over to Jessie's. We ordered pizza and went and picked it up. Holy crap did we have a good time. We laughed the whole way there and in the parking lot and on the way back my cheeks hurt and my abs were so sore and I could barely drive for laughing so damn hard. We got back to her place and laughed even more as we both failed to eat the pizza and I choked. Me made some drinks and started to watch knocked up but we ended up getting distracted and ended up just talking about stuff. It was also so cute cuz Alexis was so hungry we fed her so many bottles. When I left it I had a big grin on my face because can life really be any better than when you spend it with the person who probably understands the most about your life.
Saturday- Well today I got up and had my tea and watched the end of serendipity. Things like that never happen in life, when is hollywood or people going to realize that life is not that way. Relationships just bring hurt to people and there is no way that someone would be like oh I have a soulmate so not existant. Okay done with my jaded side. Then I went on and checked facebook. Shit what a message in my inbox. I thought I was done dealing with this shit it was so hurtful that I just started crying and asking God why I had to put up with this. I know it is a test to see how I will do, but I just want God's protection for once so that maybe one time in my life I don't have to walk into hurt. Luckily Kelley was on and she brought my spirits back up. I have no idea where I would be if I didn't have friends to back me up. I did some work for my mom and have been trying to not let things get to me too much, but it is pretty hard when life gets down on you without warning but thats what the Rascal Flatts song Stand is for and it made me feel better. Tonight Mike, Matt, Paul and Olivia are coming over to have some fun!
Tomorrow- Laundry day! Finally I haven't done Laundry since the middle of January!
On a bitter side note: I don't understand why people want to be in relationships when all the other person does the whole time you are in them is hurt you. I just don't think that I want to every be in a relationship again or even let someone be that close to you that they can hurt you. I have been hurt by everyone who was ever super close to me or to people who have meant alot to me. I also don't believe that there can be soulmates and love. The only love that exists is from God. People will always have hidden motives not matter who you are. Basically I just am done with guys being more than friends i really can't deal with it.
Have a good week and I hope I will
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hey, you know i love you, right roomie? i sure as hell miss my favorite third roomate ever. download "simon" by lifehouse.
ERICA! i miss you! I hope your week is loads better- I know it will be:-) talk to you on skype sometime this week
Erica, you know that I love you too. It broke my heart to talk to you the other day. I hope things are going better and know that you can always give me a call (on Skype) and I will give you my room number in case you really need me (and are willing to pay, haha). Love is too serious to talk about at our age anyways! You know what cheers me up? Listen to Good Life by Kanye West. Talk to you soon!
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